I'm Very Scared Of Medical Related....  医療はこわい

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Mar 2, 2014 23:29
I don't like to hear sad stories about people's diseases. It's always heartbroken.

I've been watching and enjoying the TV shows "desperate housewives" for pleasure and also for my English. The other day, the story unexpectedly fell into talk about a serious disease of one of the main characters. Some scenes started to be filmed at hospital, even though I know that was merely a show, I was not able to look at the patients without having heartache. They were undergoing kidney dialysis. I fast-forwarded all the scenes of those.

I have a soft spot in my heart for hearing and looking at someone's illness. I'd feel dizzy as if I were getting involved into the situation. I don't know why I am that chicken.

You might know I was working as a pharmacist until several years ago, but now I don't think I'm cut out for the job. I'm scared of any treatments that doctors would give to me.

A couple of weeks ago, one of the relatives was sent to a hospital and was diagnosed as kind of a serious illness, and my family has started talking about it.
Since some of my family members are working in the medical fields, my home has turned out to sound like a meeting place of medical services since then.

I told them that I was scared of hearing and thinking about it. I don't know how to deal with such a delicate mind of mine.


私は 「デスパレートな妻たち」という連続テレビドラマを見て楽しんでた。英語にもためになるという思いもあったし。 この前、予想に反して、ある主役の一人の深刻な病気の話へと展開した。病院での撮影も始まって、心を痛めることなしにその患者さんたちを見ることがつらくなった。単なるテレビドラマだってわかっているのに。 彼らは腎臓透析をしていた。私はそんなシーンは全部、早送りをして見ていた。

私は本当に病気に関する話に弱い。あたかも自分がその状態にあるかのように頭がふらふらしてしまう。 どうしてこんなに弱虫なのかわからない。。



私は「そんな話はこわい!」と言った。 私は自分のこんな傷つきやすい弱い心をどう対処したらいいのかわからない。
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