It's really sad thing. They are really awesome and so kind to me.
To distract me from this problem, I read the book, "Catcher in the rye"
When I was high school student, I really love this book,and totally empathize with Holden Caulfield, protagonist in this book. His story is exactly what I felt at that time.
But when I read this book in English, what I feel is quiet different from what I felt.
Although the style of writing is much more realistic than in Korean, I can't feel what I felt.
And I realize that I have been changing to another person.