This fact made me feel really upset and frustrating. Looking back, it seems that I am always afraid to talk to my boy classmates even my cousin who is of the same age with me. I can say hello to them naturally, and then I do not know what can be talk about next! What do boys like? sports? video games? science? I have no idea about all of them! How can those girls talk to the boys all the day although they don't know these stuff either! I am really afraid to make boys feel boring and think me stupid or silly. I admit I have low self-esteem and I even hardly have eye-contacts with boys.
On the other hand, It is easy for me to communicate with girls and I do have several besties that I can share secrets with. I am sure that I am straight and I don't have any bad memories about guys in childhood. My parents are nice and they did encourage me to make friends with boys but it is still tough for me. I feeling so bad. :(
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In these days, I am feeling worried about myself. I am 19 years old now and will soon be 20, but i have never fallen in love with a boy or crushed on someone. What is worse, I just realized that I have never ever had a male friend! This fact made me feel really upset and frustrating. Looking bac