My Diary
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My belief
As always, today is the day that I go to church. I don't know from when I started to have a service for Jesus a lot like my habit. Without sincerity and eagerness, I had a service today. I was disappointed by myself. After I came in NYC, my life style began to screw up. I am wandering as if a sheep loses its way. Once, I felt a quilty from my life but it doesn't any more. However incorrect my life is, now I can't feel. What is a fault? From which is it originated? I'd like to get back to my original life.
My relationship
If someone ask me what the most difficult thing is in my life, I definitely assure that it is relationship with people around me. Almost all people has a various character per each. Such a difference make me trouble and complex. I want to show my acquiantances in myself. I don't like hide me and deal with people artificially. Yet, my honest and true expression make rather hurt not on my purpose. That's why it is the most significant and difficult at all time. Who can solve this problem?
As always, today is the day that I go to church. I don't know from when I started to have a service for Jesus a lot like my habit. Without sincerity and eagerness, I had a service today. I was disappointed by myself. After I came in NYC, my life style began to screw up. I am wandering as if a sheep loses its way. Once, I felt a quilty from my life but it doesn't any more. However incorrect my life is, now I can't feel. What is a fault? From which is it originated? I'd like to get back to my original life.
My relationship
If someone ask me what the most difficult thing is in my life, I definitely assure that it is relationship with people around me. Almost all people has a various character per each. Such a difference make me trouble and complex. I want to show my acquiantances in myself. I don't like hide me and deal with people artificially. Yet, my honest and true expression make rather hurt not on my purpose. That's why it is the most significant and difficult at all time. Who can solve this problem?
Like most of my habits, I don't know when I started to attend services for Jesus.
Without sincerity or eagerness, I attended a service today.
I was disappointed in myself.
After I came to NYC, my lifestyle began to screw up. (care to elaborate?)
I am wandering around like a sheep that has lost its way.
Once, I felt a sense of guilt in my life, but now it doesn't happen anymore. (I was not sure whether your word was "quality" or "guilty." According to your next sentence, I assumed it to be the second one.)
Regardless of the errors in my life is, I don't feel any remorse.
What is at fault? (maybe "How did this problem happen?" or "What is the cause?")
Where did it originate?
If someone asks me what the most difficult thing is in my life, I would definitely tell them that it is my relationship with the people around me.
Almost all people have different kinds of personalities. (I presume this is what you meant.)
Such a difference makes me troubled and complex. (probably 'complicated' is a better alternative?)
I want to show my acquaintances my true self. (a little bit of 'persona' in there)
I don't like to hide myself and deal with people artificially.
Yet, my honest and true expression can be rather hurtful, though not on purpose. (perhaps 'feelings,' 'emotions,' 'demeanor' is clearer)
That's why relationships are the most significant, yet difficult parts of my life.
As always, today is the day that I go to church. This is correct, but I would say "I always go to church on Sundays"
I don't know from when I started to [go to / attend] services for Jesus just by habit. I think you mean "just by"? It means you only attended because it was a habit. You didn't attend with eagerness, it was "just by" habit.
Without sincerity and eagerness, I [went to/attended] service today.
I was disappointed in myself.
Once, I felt guilt from my life but not any more.
What is my fault?
From where is it originated?
Almost all people have different characters.
Such a difference make me troubled and confused.
I want to show my acquaintances my true self.
Yet, my honest and true expression make rather hurt not on my purpose. There are a couple different things you could mean here, I'm not sure...