I was so sad...

Anyway, both of us got along well, but one day, he gave me a job as usual, but I canceled it on the day. I pretended to be sick, although I was fine. I just didn't want to work that day. After that, I avoided his phone calls, because I felt awkward that I told a lie. Sometimes my friend received a phone call from him, and then she told me he wasn't angry, he just worried about me. However I still felt awkward and I kept avoiding his phone calls.

A few months later, it was around new year holiday, when I received a call and it was from his friend. I heard that he had a car accident by the end of the year. It was a cold and rainy day. I couldn't believe the news I've heard about him. I didn't want to believe that. He died on the way to his hometown.