Family stuff

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May 11, 2013 19:48
When I watch a movie that's about family, I always shed a tear. Like after the mother's death the father and the children are left and get over the sallow, father's accident and got mentally or physically handicaps and anythings like those. I wonder my tear is genuine or not. In fact I'm under those situation I mentioned right above, in my case, that was my father. But I can't play as his child like the actor or actress on those movies. I work far from my home town, but still if I intend to go see my father, I can do that. Only once every two month, I go back to my home town and see my father. He have got mentally and physically handicap, in other word, hid brain's half dead. Every time I go see my father, I don't know what I should talk with my father. He's different from the past. His hand was really big and get sunburned when he was fisherman, but now smaller than me. His face also got thin and like grandpa. Because of those, I always don't know what should I do for father. It past 2 years from the accident, but still I can't get the answer.
家族物の映画を見ると、いつも涙を流す。例えば母親が死んで、残された父親や子供たちがその悲しみを乗り越えたり、父親が身体的・精神的な後遺症をおってしまったり、そんな映画だ。だけどこの涙は本当のものなのだろうか。実際に私の父がこのような状況に陥ってしまったが、私は映画の俳優のように献身的な子供役を演じることはできなかった。実家から離れた地で仕事をしているが、帰ろうと思えばすぐ帰れる。今は2ヶ月に一度だけ父を見に帰るくらいだ。私の父の脳は事故で半分が死んでしまった。だから会うたびに何を話せば良いかわからなくなる。父は昔とは違う。漁師だった頃の彼の大きな手は私より小さくなってしまったし、年寄りみたいな顔をするようになった。だからいつもどうすればよいかわからなくなる。父の事故からニ年が経っても、その答えを見つけられないでいる。
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