My First English Essay

[RED]How comfortable, would it be if i can listen to and speak English all the time?[RED] or I'd be really happy if i can fluently listen to and speak English.

I started learning English conversation two years ago.

At that time I couldn't speak English at all. or I couldn't say a single word in English at all, before then.

Therefore, I've been learning American English for two years now.

When I started studying English conversation, I became a student of an online English school. or To study English, i became a student member of an online English school

for eight months now, i've been taking English group lessons. everyday for one hour. As i imagined it from the beginning, i couldn't speak any English.

At firstI felt really frustrated and stressed out a lot because I couldn't express what I wanted to say, so I reduced to taking classes step by step or a step at a time.

I almost gave up on studying English.

and completely lost confidence.

One day I figured out another online English school.

At the school it was possible for me to take one on one online English lessons every day for one hour.

I tried speaking English every day for one hour, and after six months, I wanted to speak to native English speakers.

Because all my online English teachers were Filipinos, and they can't speak English like native speakers do.

In my case, I've got a plan to study abroad in the United State so I needed to get used to hearing their accents.

fm, and I found a nice person who is an American and just started learning Japanese there.

He was also looking for a partner who can teach him Japanese.

We became language exchanging partners soon and taught our first languages each to other.

I couldn't understand his English at first but I've kept on listening to his English every day and I've got used to listening to his accent.

He is also an American who studies Japanese.

Thanks to them, my speaking ability and hearing ability improved amazingly.

Two years ago I was very scared to speak English with native speakers, though now I'm not afraid of speaking English even in a group conversation were all of them are Americans.

One of my language exchange partner told me that all I need to do is have confidence to be able to speak English more.

If I have the confidence, my English will greatly improve as well as become stronger and sounds more fluently.

Therefore, I want to keep a diary every day and I also would love to read English books every day to be able to think things in English more quickly, to increase my vocabulary, to be able to write English essays.

I'm sure that thoes kind of things will boost up my confidence so that I can speak English, even if I still can't speak English fluently.

If I could listen to English and speak English all the time, how at ease/happy would I be.

I almost gave up studying English.

I jumped at the chance to go to the school and become a student.

I also became his partner and did language exchanges every day.

Now I several/multiple language exchange partners and enjoy speaking English every day.

Since I don't know how to write an English essay, please tell me what is wrong, what is right and how to write.