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December 2016.

December 2016. I saw your mother and I almost cry. When I came back home I started to cry until I fell asleep. I cry every day and some...
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Jan 30, 2017 11:00
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December 2016.

December 2016. I cry when I’m alone, but I can’t hide my face. My eyes are inflamed and red; I look terrible! I can’t go to the gym and ...
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Jan 29, 2017 05:51
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I don't want to be sad.

I don't want to be sad. That’s the only thought that’s on my mind. There are five pills next to my bed and a bottle of water. I’m in...
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Jan 27, 2017 22:40
gabbsgou

“Leave it.

“Leave it. We are not sending more pictures like that. We are going to be friends, but we are not going to be a couple. We are not lookin...
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Jan 27, 2017 08:55
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December 2016.

December 2016. You make me feel things that any boy who is close to me is able to do. You make me feel things inside my body and I like ...
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Jan 26, 2017 11:11
gabbsgou

December 2016.

December 2016. I know I should not give my heart to a person who only want skin, but you’re not like that. I know you love me. You would...
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Jan 25, 2017 22:11
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December 2016.

December 2016. “I’m texting you because I miss you” You text me. I was about to sleep and now I can’t sleep anymore. “I miss you too” I...
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Jan 25, 2017 12:05
gabbsgou

December 2016.

December 2016. I don’t have feelings right now, it’s like someone erased them. I think this is what you feel after being hurt many times...
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Jan 25, 2017 03:48
gabbsgou

November 2016.

November 2016. “Are we going to be apart from each other forever?”, you text me and I cry. I don’t know what to say. The worst feeling ...
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Jan 24, 2017 21:57
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November 2016.

November 2016. Pretending to be happy when you’re not is exhausting. I like sleeping because it’s the only time I don’t think about you...
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Jan 24, 2017 12:58
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November 2016.

November 2016. Maybe you didn’t stay with me because you were afraid to realize that I love you and you don’t know how to love himself. ...
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Jan 19, 2017 13:15
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November 2016.

November 2016. “We would probably have had sex. I mean, we were alone in my house and you looked really handsome” I texted you, remember...
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Jan 19, 2017 06:29
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November 2016.

November 2016. Sometimes I jump into bed just to think about you. It happens almost all the time. I love our conversations and the way y...
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Jan 18, 2017 23:28
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October 2016.

October 2016. October was the worst month of my life. Right now, I’m feeling devastated. I lost my direction and I got nothing: Ethan ...
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Jan 18, 2017 12:48
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The worst day of my life:

The worst day of my life: October, 2016. I’m drinking tequila and I’m having fun with my best friend. I’m texting you and telling you t...
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Jan 17, 2017 13:27
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September, 2016.

September, 2016. I’m sorry I deleted you on Snapchat, instagram and facebook, but I couldn’t stay strong. It kills me to see that you a...
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Jan 16, 2017 10:26
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I don’t know what to say, I don’t know if we are good or bad.

I don’t know what to say, I don’t know if we are good or bad. I can feel the distance. I can’t believe we turned into this. When did it h...
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Jan 16, 2017 06:36
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Random thoughts:

Random thoughts: I know you have a condition that doesn’t let you to eat pasta and bread. You love your career and United States. You do...
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Jan 16, 2017 05:51
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August, 2016.

August, 2016. “What? What do you want me to do? You’re also hanging out with boys!” you texted me and you seemed angry. “I did it becau...
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Jan 16, 2017 02:28
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July, 2016.

July, 2016. Someday you asked me if I thought I was right by keeping you away from me. You said you would need me, because you really ca...
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Jan 16, 2017 01:18